My "Blood" last night was "The OC'. My son is on tour in Afghanistan, He bought me the whole series of The OC, which by the way I have never even saw one episode. I was hooked from the very begining and 'alas' did not want to stop watching.
Seeing a show like this brings home the fact that most if not all families are dysfunctional, in some way or another we never think of ourselves as 'normal'. We all WANT to be normal, but I dont know if that even exists in the human world.
I used to think to myself as a child "I want to be in that family" but you dont always see the crap they keep in the closet, and some of that crap can be quite scary. If nothing else I have learned that to be dysfunctional IS normal, if anything could be called normal. And if your not than you are one of the people that are "ABNORMAL" in this human stain.
I find my Blood every night, It can be music, or poetry. A good book, or a newly discovered craft, but it always happens, I can attempt to go to sleep, But I just lie there, hopelessly staring at the ceiling or I catch myself squeezing my eyes shut, trying to force my fat sheep over a fence made for giant horses, they just never make it and stare at me with angst, but hey, I want to be 'normal' . Whats the saying.... early to bed early to rise.... Well that must explain why I'm not healthy,wealthy, or wise!!
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