Ohhhhh..... I Bet most Vampires never Feel so .....BLAH!

Yah, so whats new? Aside from the fact that my insides hate my outsides? and vice versa? Well I am a really great faker, I stay awake allllll night when my Husband is on Midnights, and then lay down at almost the precise time that he walks in the door.....then pretend to wake up.  So. I feel guilty to have stayed up all night writing a blog post, or making art, or watching my tapped shows, which is almost down to "none". I haven't been turning on the TV at all lately. I have to finish quite a few projects, and RE send My granddaughters movies, and Send a friend a LONG awaited package....*insert Yawn" but a bunch of days, I just curl up on my couch and sleep. Now that I  found out that my spine is divorcing me? I'm not as sad as I thought. I don't know if I can "dig" deep enough to create the type of motivation I need to Re- invent myself. Does anyone that's older?

       So I will promise to take ONE day at a time, I will find a Joyful moment in each one of those days ( I always do), I wont do anything I dislike, but I will do some things even it I dont FEEL like doing them (ehemmmmm "walk" on the mill!)  I Will CRACK a smile every day, even if I have to from the "other"end!
      I wrote here, even tho no one really comes around. It makes me smile, and I like back reading some days. I wonder where I got THOSE drugs from.... ya know what I mean? LOL! Its called sleep deprivation! every vamp looses at least  ONE moment here and there! I am happy if You ARE reading this, and if you are not, well you wouldnt know that it doesnt matter to me anyway, right? alllrighty! have a WONDERFUL weekend folks, I intend on trying NOT to sleep the entire two days away! Vamp OUT!!

Bag of Bones, What to do when you cant do.

So what in the hell does that mean? Does anyone read my crazy rants? I think not, but I love to rant anyway, its like writing to a long lost friend, or even better yet? Like I have my own colum in a newspaper! YEAH! (righhhhhht....LOL) Ok so I have A degenerating Spine, at the base....so eventually? I will end up in a wheelchair? I hope it take a really long time before that happens....The Doc says "use it or Loose It". so I plane to USE it till the cows come home, (and I dont even have cows!) We DID rescue a Puppy, But it ended up being a Pitbull named Kris Kringle, We just call him Boo Boo, due to the fact that he was nothing BUT a boo boo when we got him, He looks Pretty Sharp now! he has all his hair back, and its really soft!! And I dont know if its the "right" kind of food, but we feed our dogs the new "Wilderness" Duck Recipe, At 60 bucks a bag....it BETTER be good!

Anyway, Not A lot has happened in Vampire Haven lately, at least nothing about me. I am learning to draw better every day, I keep thinking that I need "better" materials, but all I need is more practice! the more I do it the Better I get! I think my favorite Teachers for faces are Jane Davenport and Ady Almanza. They both Inspire me to do better!! But I didn't get hit any vampire Lottery, or Inherit any Pirates Treasure,  But I am So Appreciative to be alive!! I will really try to post more often! even though it gets lost in the ocean somewhere!! Vamp Out!!